AAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
i feel so sick...sick and tired and beaten...
i'm at work right now for my interim work day, left bats at around 7:30pm and i just feel and probably look like something that the cat dragged in. at around 11pm, while i was speaking w a customer i knew i was getting my period. after the call ended, i pressed on aux 1 for a personal break, rushed to my locker to get a pad and ran to the loo to stuff it down my knickers. lucky that i thought about keeping pads in my office locker.
i still feel awful though. i've always hated getting my period, well except for those times when i can't remember when i last had them and then i start to worry about being pregnant but actually remember that i'm not sexually active yet...so i start worrying that i might have been incubused (ngek!is there such a word as incubused?).
what i hate about this bloody period is the pain.my tummy hurts, my lower back aches, i have a migraine - everything hurts. i hate the sweating, the bloating, the bleeding, the leaking, everything that comes along with that time of the month thing - I HATE!