Sunday, January 30, 2005

wouldn't be caught dead in M&S

went to the Gs this evening with evs before coming to work. had dinner there and then went around to look at the spring clearance sale items almost all the shops had. my main target was to find a pair of black and white tweed ballet flats that i saw in freeway bats but could not buy coz they didn't have it in my size. alas! freeway in glorietta did not have that style anymore.
i, of course would not give up, i dragged evs into all the shoe stores but i could not find one that i really loved. although a houndstooth kitten heel pumps at soFAb did catch my eye. i might buy that one if its still there when we drop by this week.
it was frustrating not to be able to find a shoe whose image was seared through my mind's eye. i'm that way with things and perhaps even with people that i like but dont get to have at the time i first find them. i just obsess about it all day long...
to take my mind off the elusive tweed ballet shoes, i purchased a plum colored sleeveless blouse w a fake necktie detail at oxygen. it's such a darling thing! i've been deviating from buying my usual baby tees and jeans get-up. i'm trying to update my wardrobe and found i already have a lot of really cute and unique stuff fr UCB, so the idea is to just mix and match and work w those great pieces.
it's so sad how i don't have access to UCB now, they have their store in mega (not sure if the one in southmall is still open) and it's just too difficult for me to go there.
UCB is not so popular here in the phils, everybody is sooooo into mango, topshop and marks and spencer. my officemates could not believe it when i told them that i didn't think M&S deserved its place at G4 because its just basically a big store in the UK. its equivalent here is ShoeMart and in the same way that Pinoys would not be caught dead w a t-shirt that says SM down its front, Brits would not be caught dead w a pullover that has Marks and Spencer emblazoned across it. i'm not saying M&S is crap, we use to go there for food (i specially loved the mince pies during Xmas) it's just irritating how pinoys think that it's so thothyal.
last week i went and looked at the sale at terranova, some of the items they were selling for 3thou in december is now at P500-P800. The clothes look really great and colorful, but when i touched the fabric....OOOOUUUCHHH!!! Most of the clothes were knitted or in wool from the winter collection but it definitely lacked the softness and quality of UCB.
'nuff said...

Saturday, January 29, 2005

schedule change

it's a frisat for me right now, meaning i come to work late friday night and come out early saturday. i was looking forward to spending two days at home after my satsun shift. then i opened my outlook and find my life for next week has been changed for me thanks to the advance exchange training schedule on 2feb-4feb.
of course i've got to live with the company's plans for me no matter how incovenient it is,but if something suddenly came up on my end and i'm not able to show up for work or they deem the reason unacceptable there are dire consequences. ano bah! ang lupeeet ng mundo.
i know 'ni is not going to be happy about this schedule even if it is only for this week.
on the lighter side; may sweldo na- the irony there is that my atm card is still with the bank. i had to get them to reissue me with a new one because that darn card i had just kept on getting de-magnetized.
no other news for now...

Friday, January 28, 2005

tell this to my mom!





You Are 21 Years Old



21





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



Sunday, January 09, 2005

after eight years

of not hearing anything from kaye i finally got a call from her earlier this evening.
kaye is my childhood friend in bahrain. she is three years older than me, but at the time we just got on so well...we talked for hours on end about life,books,paintings and music. we watched the sun sink into arabian waters countless times, walked through the streets of adliya licking on very,berry strawberry ice-cream from baskin&robbins in the middle of winter...we had such lovely times together. i completely adored kaye and it devastated me when she and her family had to come back to the philippines.
the day she left bahrain was the day i decided i had to come home too. i had bouts of depression and acted like a psycho for months until my mom agreed to let me come home. i spent two weeks w kaye in cagayan de oro in the summer of '96. we went to mvc in bukidnon and talked of our hopes and dreams under the tall pines, in the wee hours before the sun rose we rode horses around the campus- once again i was w my much adored friend.
somewhere in the middle of schoolwork and the difficulty of connecting thru non gsm phones - kaye and i lost contact. now thanks to friendster and the gsm phone we have bridged eight years of wondering where the other one was.
eight years have changed a lot for kaye and me. i am now 21, fresh out of college w a job in a call center. kaye said she is married w a baby boy who'll be turning a year old on the 24th of this month.
hmmn..this is not exactly the way we planned our lives to be..we planned to make a book together, one where i would be the writer and she would make wonderful watercolor illustrations for it.
after our conversation i felt like i had both lost and gained something dear to me. lost a childhood dream that i wove together w a friend but gained the friend w whom i made the dream with...
when i got to the office and looked thru my email, kaye had already sent me pics of her baby during her delivery. i'm sure she must be the happy mommy, but i just had to cringe at the sight of all that blood on the baby!
oh well, i guess the girl is happy and that afterall is what is most important...

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